Dealing with chronic disability, pain, and fatigue

[smallcleanrat]

Thanks everybody.

I'll go check out the Water Cooler Chat thread.

I pulled out of the outpatient program and am focusing on getting TMS scheduled and finding an individual therapist. Head's a bit clearer for the last couple of days so I don't feel quite as wretched. The delusions really scared me; I desperately wanted to check that people I knew were ok, but somehow believed that checking in would actually make the bad things happen. So I just had to sweat it out. I hate the uncertainty that comes from not being able to trust your own brain. I really hope TMS makes a difference.