No pity here as requested, but I teared up reading this. I lurk mostly on this forum but I, too, have greatly enjoyed your posts, mamselle. They just have such a gentle tone and I like how you often start off talking about one thing but meander into other thoughts about your life experiences, your students, your research. Evidence of a life well-lived and richly felt. You will be missed and I'm sure I speak for many other lurkers. And I love the idea you came up with and will be happy to help with financial/organizational aspects.